Today officially marks my last day as a
homeschooler. It feels so unreal. I've waited for so long for it to end. But now that it did, it just feels so weird. Like it didn't really happen at all. I've grown so accustomed to my everyday life as a
homeschooler that it feels so weird thinking that next year, it won't be the same again. I've been so protected, so sheltered. It frightens me to think that next year, i wont be in the safety netting of
homeschool. The haven that
I've come to accept and love.
These four years have had its ups and downs. I started out disliking the thought of studying at home with no friends to loving it. I wouldn't be who i am today if i hadn't taken that step to agree to be
homeschooled--though at that time it was for the wrong reason. I've been given so many opportunities to serve God, chances that
wouldn't have come my way if i hadn't taken that step of faith. I've grown a lot spiritually too. The journey wasn't smooth all the way. I had to deal with the criticism of friends and families, the insecurities of not knowing what future i had. But through it all, God was with me. Walking with me every step of the way. Last but not the least, my journey has taught me to trust Him. I had always told people to trust God, to surrender everything to him. It was only recently that i had decided to walk my talk. I'm not saying that
I've completely learned how to entrust everything to him, but
I'm still learning.
I've learnt so much. I've been so blessed. If someone asked me if i would change it, i would say--without hesitation--that i would not change it fo
r anything in the world. I am who i am today because God planted a desire in my parents to
homeschool me, to see me learning something that is of God.
Living for the smile of my Prince
Me, my grandma and Oli
Eight years ago in Korea
Now...
Eight Years Later
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Im Going BACK TO KOREA!!!!!!!!!!!!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
Hahaha....Yes it has been confirmed!
I'll be going to korea-shanghai on 26 Nov to 3 Dec
4 days in Korea and 4 days in Shanghai
We'll be leaving on the night of the 25th though.
Me, my grandme and Oli.
Oh gosh!
I cant wait!
There's so many things i wanna try.
BBQ pork wrapped in lettuce
Kimchi mixed with the rice thingy
The list goes on and on...
LOL. I think im gonna go FAT. HAHAHA....
oh wells, shall exercise like crazy before going...hehe
Im looking forward to spending time with my grandma and sis.
Love them to BITS!!!!!!
And i really thank God for blessing me with the opportunity to go for this trip.
I feel so blessed to have such a wonderful family=)
Living for the smile of my Prince
A Time to Let Go...
I'm letting go
I'm trusting Him
I don't know what the future may bring
But He knows what's best for me.
Lord, I'm letting go of the future that i want. I'm trusting you for what's best. Only you know what will happen to me in the days, months, years to come. You know what's best for me. I'm casting all my fears, worries, everything at your feet, committing them into your hands. Whatever comes, whatever happens, i know you'll carry me through it all and i know that I'm not walking alone.
Living for the smile of my Prince
